I'm Not Sorry.
When I love, I love with my whole heart. I don't have room for embarrassment or regret, because my heart is 100% dedicated to love.
When I trust, I trust fully. I subscribe to the theory that the best way to figure out if you can trust someone is to trust them.
I get hurt. A lot. Sometimes, very badly.
And yes, I get sad. I have to face memories and pain and periods of time being alone and broken. And I'm not sorry. I don't regret it one bit. I don't have time for it. Regret is distraction. Wishing something never happened is basically saying I wish I hadn't lived. And having actually been clinically dead before, I'm not about to wish that. I'm going to live as hard as I fucking can.
When I die, I don't want a perfect shiny heart, protected in plastic and encased in a safe box. I want my heart to have scars and stretch marks and all the signs that show it was well used.