I wrote it all out
But He changed up all the words
He burned it without fire
He controls my eyes
And makes me see what He wants me to see --
Even when he's not here.
I'm blocking Him. I am.
I'm keeping Him out and away from me.
But sometimes
He's there and I can't see Him
He's here and I know why
Shattering all I've built up
All I've worked for and toward
Time and time again
I sprint forward and away
I run and I run
And I'm winning again, finally winning again
I'm ahead by a mile
And He still catches me.

He still beats me.